For many years I made decisions without thought or concern for others. The instant gratification of getting what I thought I wanted fueled remorse and regret that ran so deep that I couldn't find my way out of the mire. And being so stuck in it, I'd usually make yet another decision (that was really more of a reaction) to try and get myself out of whatever complication in which I found myself.
There wasn't much peace in my heart or soul in, and many innocent bystanders were injured by my self-centered ways. In recent years I've found myself living on my own and finding the courage to look honestly at my past and to clear up the wreckage. Not an easy chore, but the results have brought peace to my heart and soul. And it's true in my case that it's never too late to be the person you always wanted to be.
Peace be upon us all.
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